Who You'd Be Today.

I normally have positive uplifting things to say. But today I dont. Sometimes you really just need to cry and let it out. The holidays are especially hard for me, I miss my Mom a great deal. And I cant help but wonder what Thanksgiving would have been like if she would have been here. Who would I be today if my Mom was still here? I know I would not be the same person. Kenny Chesney pretty much sums it up in his song Who You'd Be Today. I wish everyday that my Mother was here to give me advice, be the wind at my back, and to hang out with. But then again who would I be today?

Sunny days seem to hurt the most
Wear the pain like a heavy coat
I feel you everywhere I go
I see your smile, I see your face
I hear you laughing in the rain
Still can't believe you're gone

It ain't fair you died too young
Like a story that had just begun
The death tore the pages all away
God knows how I miss you
All the hell that I've been through
Just knowing no one could take your place
Sometimes I wonder who you'd be today

Amor,
Ashley