Its a big world out there! So shine while you have the chance to shine!

Blogging, I am back at this....its a great outlet. And lets be honest I really need an outlet most days. So here I am at 2:43 A.M. with a large cup of Joe ready to attempt my homework....and I ended up here. So lets make this quick and short. Its November, which is always the worst month of my year, seriously. It is. If you decide to follow me, bear with me..its a bumpy road and you might learn a thing or two, however; you will probably only learn that I cannot use the word no. I really can't. I love people, I want to make everyone happy which leaves me behind most times.
This weekend I moved in to my new apartment, which is glorious. But its like a smack in the face, I just grew up- life is calling. I also have some inherent urge to entertain everyone I know within 100 miles at my new apartment....please if I invite you on a radical whim do not accept! :)
This semester my classes are rough, I have the sophomore blues apparently...I really need something to get me out of this rut, I have some decent grades, some good grades, and some shitty grades. Hmmmmph. I was raised and have every capability to be a fabulous student but I just do not see that happening in the next month or two. I often think of the Tom Brockaw story. The dean at his school told him to get all the boos and fun out of his system one semester and then he finally realized how much school was doing for him and came crawling back the next semester. Sadly, I think having really crappy grades one semester might just give me the kick in the butt I need. And by crappy grades I mean a C, a few B's and a few A's. Thats acceptable right?
I always say, "I just want to work" but who am I to say that...I just love being a nanny. I dont REALLY want to work! My nannying job is perfect, I get to play mother and play working adult...and leave them both behind! I am SO not ready to actually be either of those things, so I will just keep on keepin' on.
I hope you all enjoy my blog, even if no one reads this I will have a fabulous time posting!

Amor,
Ashley